Well…since my anxiety has crept back without warning, I figured I just draw some of my thoughts down…Personally I understand that some people truly do not mind reassuring a friend who has self doubt on the brain, but I can’t help having it circle my mind as often as it does. Wish it would stop honestly. It just feels like empty space that I try too hard to fill.
Oh, my, these thoughts are so familiar…. D=
Bear: T-thanks, Peony…I went outside to gather some chamomile and made a tea from it. It-it really helped me today!
I had to find some… goods on the market and i’m always stressing myself out, but now it wasn’t as bad as before… Normally i worry that i’ll forget something or say something stupid, act weird… But now i could atleast enter the market before the panic began, hehe ^_^;
…und verbrenne eure schöne heile welt!
@coolmyassholeburnsthings: the song is called Das letzte streichholz, (the last match in english)
Aber ich liebe die deutsche version :)
Bear: …Hello…hello everyone. I feel very honoured that you people want to know me. I…I would love to (like to?love to?o_o; *twitch*) talk to you people. If you want to know something about me, just ask. I’ll try to answer all your questions. Also if you got any tips for me so i feel more relaxed, please tell! I’m kinda scared right now…strangers make me nervous…